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You planted thorns in my chest with hands I once trusted, and now every breath feels like an apology I shouldn’t owe.
-Larson Langston
​January 18, 2025​
Not feeling well physically. When I get up to do something, after a short time I get really hot, exhausted, weak, tired, physical pain, and a racing heart. I have to sit maybe every 30 minutes or less. It sucks. I started Prozac for OCD about two weeks ago. Wondering if that is why I feel like this. I’m not having an emotional day at least and my brain kinda feels empty, which is nice. But Bryan is home so not being alone might be the reason I'm doing okay. I need to look up the side effects of Prozac.​
Apparently Prozac causes stomach issues (which I already have) and unintentional anorexia. lol Looks like it causes pretty much all the other shit I’ve been feeling too. But I guess if it can calm my brain then it’s worth it? I’d rather feel like shit than to keep my brain the way it is. I can’t stand it.​
Cleaned the litter boxes and now I feel like shit. My whole body hurts.​I feel so crappy. But my brain is quiet right now. Maybe these meds will make people stop hating me and these side effects are because I deserve to suffer.​
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