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You planted thorns in my chest with hands I once trusted, and now every breath feels like an apology I shouldn’t owe.

-Larson Langston

January 21, 2025

Today has been pretty good. I only cried for a second, but that was because I watched a video of a spider contemplating the shortness of life.

My obsessive rumination has been quiet today. I hope this is my medicine working. I really wish you were “talking” to me so I would be able to tell whether it’s because of the time passed since you stopped talking to me for a second time (or is it the third or fourth time? I’ve lost track! lol) or if the meds are actually working. It would be really helpful if you were here to refuse to talk to me while being “friends” lol.

For some reason eggs and cottage cheese looked yummy and more appealing than sweets lately, which is REALLY weird.

I wish you didn’t hate me.
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