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You planted thorns in my chest with hands I once trusted, and now every breath feels like an apology I shouldn’t owe.
-Larson Langston
January 28, 2025
Still have no desire to eat. I’m just eating because I’m supposed to. lol
Lukas never answered my text. I hope he didn't kill himself. He was there for attempted suicide.
What do you want me to do? What can I do to get you to talk to me again?
I really wish i could have my friend back. Or were we never really friends? Was it just because you wanted to be friends with Bryan? And when you realized it wasn’t working you decided it was too much work being friends with me? Did you just want the support and acceptance and whatever else you could get out of me until it was too much work?
I’m tired of people using me. And you know the funniest thing? I am willing to do pretty much whatever someone wants. I am just that desperate. lol
I wish you didn’t hate me…
Bryan went to the store. So of course now that I’m alone I’m crying.
I guess I’ll tell you all the stuff I wanted to that you wouldn’t give me time to tell you. The only time you allowed was to talk about your stories or when you were Little. Though I do enjoy talking to the Little One.
The one person I tried to keep in contact with is the one who didn’t want to talk to me. lol sometimes I really fucking hate you I wish I had kept in contact with him. I have a really hard time staying in contact with people. You were the only person I actually wanted to talk to. lol The irony of that is hilarious.
Why am i such a bad person for wanting to talk to and support my friend who is having a hard time??? That’s all I had wanted.
I just want to know…
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