JF Castillo

A little sad this morning.
 
Wish you would talk to me. 
 
Ugh. I have been sleeping terribly for a couple weeks now. I just toss and turn all night. I’m so exhausted. 
 
Got some coffee from Dunkin this morning. I usually get a chai latte, but I got a coffee instead since it’s cheaper. I only drank a little. Now I feel like throwing up.
 
 Sad again. 
 
 I’m sorry for what I said. 
 
Anyway, I guess it’s time to go to bed and try to actually sleep. Have a good night.
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So what should I talk about today? Thinking. Thinking.
 
Okay, I'll talk about the place I went to in September, three months after you stopped talking to me the first time. ​First, actually, I went to an Intensive In-Patient facility in Scottsdale. I went there on August 30, 2024 and stayed there for seven days. I spent about half the time in my room reading a book about Ted Bundy, which I was surprised they allowed me to have there. (The photo to the left is of books I actually got at the long-term facility, but I have so many pics on the next post that I decided to put them here.) lol Then I decided to go out and hang around the people there. I spent most of that time around this one guy. I can't remember his name. I think he said he had schizophrenia. We hung around in the tv room watching movies, mostly one of the Twilight ones. It was a channel that just played the whole series over and over. Of course, I ended up in there every time it played the same one. lol​
 
I also colored pictures while watching it. Food wasn't bad. He and I sat together with the occasional random person sitting with us. They also had a pool so we would go out there on certain days. There were also gym days where I hid near the door because balls were flying everywhere, and I am afraid to get hit. We also did some art and music sessions which were pretty fun. lol (It sounds like preschool, huh? lol) ​
 
A couple days before it was time for me to leave, another girl came in. She started hanging with us and so she and the guy I was hanging out with started interacting with her more. So, I kinda slid into the background and had no one talking to me anymore. Bryan picked me up afterward and we drove to Spirit Halloween and walked around there. We got a few decorations and then we went back home. There we packed up my suitcases and then drove over to my parents' house. They then drove us to the long-term facility. 
 
Well... this ended up a lot longer than I had planned it to be. lol I'm gonna save the part about the long-term facility for tomorrow. I put a bunch of photos on this page, but I'm gonna have to move them to tomorrow's post and put some of the other stuff I had at the short-term facility later.​