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You planted thorns in my chest with hands I once trusted, and now every breath feels like an apology I shouldn’t owe.

-Larson Langston

February 15, 2025

I managed four hours of sleep. That’s good, right?
 
Are you friends with the people who called you a pedophile again? I hope so since that’s what you wanted. 
 
I’m really sad this morning. Not crying. Just very sad. 
 
I don’t really do anything on discord anymore. I’m in a few groups but I don’t do anything. I’m here only because this was where you”wanted to talk.” I just go on Reddit and YouTube now and randomly comment. Makes it feel a little like I’m interacting with people even though I’m not. I don’t actually have conversations. I guess it’s the only way for me to safely interact without worrying that they’ll hate me like you do. 
 
Found the announcement I made for when Bryan and I got married. We got married at the courthouse because his mom hated me so we didn’t invite any family. We just had coworkers as witnesses. His sisters hated me too. lol everyone hates me lol 
 
Wonder if you’re accepting friend requests again. Not mine of course (I’m not gonna try again), but in general. 
 
Not gonna journal today. I’ll just add this. Too sad to do more. 
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