JF Castillo

I’m sad right now. I was watching a video about a girl with autism and the mother said she liked to eat alone. It made me think of high school when the first couple days freshman year, I ate in the cafeteria. People took all the chairs from my table. I finally just started eating in the hall in front of whatever class I had after lunch. Made it very obvious that no one liked me.

 

Ugh I accidentally got a disposable vaporizer. I don’t like those cause it’s so wasteful. Gonna go to the dispensary soon.

 

I wish you would talk to me.

 

Pippin is in my lap. lol

 

Ugh, still have the thing where I feel sick after doing something that takes effort. Been cleaning the litter boxes, but I’ve had to stop twice because I was about to throw up. I only had to pour the litter in the last two, but I couldn’t manage to do it. And I’ve been very shaky today, and unbalanced. 

 

Please talk to me.

 

I feel like shit right now. I had horrible anxiety when I went to the dispensary. I don’t know why. I’ve been there a bunch of times and have been fine. It was so bad that I started shaking all over. I still feel shaky. At least I am finished with the litter boxes. 

 

I miss talking to Lou.

 

Please talk to me. 

 

Please.

 

Can I talk to the Little One please.