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You planted thorns in my chest with hands I once trusted, and now every breath feels like an apology I shouldn’t owe.
-Larson Langston
February 7, 2025
I’m feeling kinda sad right now. And anxious for some reason…
I wonder how different things would have been had I been on these meds when we were friends.
I was thinking last night how we would never have been friends had you not wanted to be friends with Bryan. You wouldn’t have teased me about that author. We probably wouldn’t have even spoken to each other. It makes me realize that there will never be “my people” again. I don’t go out of my way to be friends with anyone. It makes me too anxious to talk to people or be around people. I have nothing in common with anyone and even if we did I would never know because I’ll never talk to them. I’m so sad.
Still very sad…I’m just all around sad today…
Okay. Well. Good night. I hope things are getting better for you.
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